Written by | Posted October 24, 2014 – 12:01 pm Elevation

Squire Benjamin William Sullivan stood in the middle of Light’s Hope Chapel in his underpants.

Actually, it was white linen pants and a shift, but the effect was approximately the same. The little chapel was warm, on the edge of …

Integrating Character and (role)Playability
comment Comments Off Written by on July 27, 2011 – 6:50 pm

(For the record, I’m writing this in the Saucy hangout on Google Plus. We’re all writing together and it’s pretty awesome.)

So I’ve been playing Annorah (level 85 and running Trollish heroics now) quite a lot more than Aely. Which isn’t a slight against Aely at all, but more that elemental shamaning is awesome. It’s like ShamBLAST. Lava all over. Teuthida would be proud of all the blasting!

(I am considering speccing Aely into Holy again, and trying my hand at healing, for the record. I just… haven’t exactly had the gumption to relearn it all yet. But that’s another post entirely)

Unfortunately Annorah is… difficult… to RP. Back in the early days I wrote a (rather bad) piece of fic from her perspective – the only one I’ve written with her as a main character other than her part in the Bittertongue/Maggie plot last year. Since then, she’s been the epitome of difficult to RP. She’s a farseer, so I have to struggle with how she sees the future, and what kind of future that is that she sees (usually I go with a Galadriel type oracle – “things that are, things that were, and some things that have not yet come to pass”). Also, every time I’ve tried to RP with her, she’s a totally different personality.

Sometimes she’s grumpy or sarcastic, sometimes short tempered, sometimes witty, occasionally drunk. She’s smug on occasion, and other times so painfully shy as to sit and hardly speak for an entire evening. A few people (Gharr and Marty, I think) have mentioned that her personality shifts aren’t exactly out of character for anyone with any ties to the Elemental plane in Azeroth right now, but that doesn’t make it any easier to RP. Especially when I don’t really know which Annorah is going to show up. (Multiple Personality Shaman, FTW?)

And that makes her difficult to interact with. Unpredictable characters are difficult both as the roleplayer and within the roleplay community. There’s something to be said for a character like Aely, who will always be Aely, in the face of pretty much any situation. Even Tarquin, who is always dangerous, and Bricu, who is usually a Bastard, have their levels of continuity. Being predictably unpredictable makes people in real life hard to deal with, and no less so in game.

I also wonder if I just don’t GET the character yet. Multiple folks have told me that Draenei are just hard to play, and what about “reskinning” her as a Dwarf? But she’s NOT a Dwarf. That much I know. She’s got a history, and she’s a strong willed sort of Draenei shaman, with a bit of a vindictive streak and a serious crush on Nobundo. And mood swings, apparently.

Perhaps she’ll be more revealing during the upcoming raid events (I’ll hopefully be rejoining a TRI-esque 10 man on Monday nights) when we really get to start attacking the big bads of this expansion.

I know how much a raid instance and interaction with the forces that change the world can change a character. Arthas and the Scourge DEFINED Aely for most of Wrath, and she’s still finding her feet in the new world, but that kind of confusion is AS a character, not ABOUT her character, if that makes any sense?]

Anyway, I’ll let you know how it shapes up. Maybe just forcing her into RP situations will help, but my willingness to do un-fun RP is… uh… limited. I’d rather not have my “raiding” character and my “roleplay” characters split up, as I’ve always done both, so hopefully things will sort out as I do more shamaning.

If nothing else, I can still cast frostshock? Totems totems totems?

Anyone?

So Zul’Gurub is back
comment 9 Written by on July 1, 2011 – 11:36 am

And I know that’s totally old news and wow Anna get out from under your rock, but really, my biggest curiosity about Z’G?

Do the Splody Bat Men still exist?!

I ask because I’m quite trepidatious to set foot in there. I know Zul’Aman is relatively similar – which isn’t surprising, considering when it came out. And I WILL get a Z’A bear mount for Annorah someday. But Z’G was my first raid instance, and the one I spent (by far) the most time in. So much time that I never went back after Burning Crusade hit. Now that it’s back in game, I’m really kind of curious whether I should go or not, once Annorah hits 85 (hoping for 84 today) and gets some gear.

I mean, I know it’s crazysauce, but sometimes I wonder if I should leave the hilarious memories where they were, you know? Drunken spider pulls, for instance. And Splody Bat Men.

Dunno.

Change is the only constant
comment 5 Written by on March 30, 2011 – 11:16 am

Warning: Pontification and Storytelling

The death of WoW.

(NewGame) is the WoW Killer.

(ThisThing) was better in (ThatOtherVersion).

WoW has been around for a long time. I’ve played since a few months past release. When I started, I was finishing up my sophomore year in college, stressed out because I was taking 18-21 hours a semester plus doing martial arts, and then stressed because of the sudden and extremely heartbreaking death (from cancer) of my Sensei. Followed shortly by the just-as-sudden and heartbreaking death (from a heart attack) of my Tai Chi Sufi. Followed by some other sudden and incredibly damaging events that I won’t discuss here.

I needed an escape, something to do for fun, and WoW provided that for me. It gave me an expansive world, a place to become a Night Elf Hunter instead of myself. To collect pets and meet new people – some of whom (like Lunauviel and Dalbarr) I’d still consider friends today. The game then was immersive, a world all to itself. It wasn’t always new-player friendly, especially to someone who’d never played an MMO before, but I learned and asked questions. I struggled to have enough cash to train, to learn how to be a hunter, and really, to learn how to play in an MMORPG.

And so the first year or so in WoW was fun and silly, puttering around and RPing and slowly getting to 60, taking my first steps into raiding and having a blast.

Once college ended, I got married to SSH… and then couldn’t find a job. For four months I plunged into a hugely deep depression that I found very little release from. I no longer had school OR wedding planning, and I was at home by myself in a new apartment in a new city by myself. A lot.

WoW was my way to find fun and social contacts, my way to get out of that little apartment and into a bigger world. It kept me busy, and Annorah was born. I threw myself into being a shaman, and I loved it. Burning Crusade was when I found TRI and the Wildfire Riders, two groups of people from whom I’ve made real, quality friends (like Bricu and Tarquin and Yva and Beltar – and eventually Arrens too).

The game changed though, and raiding was my new game.

And blogging. Too Many Annas started about a year after Burning Crusade released. Boss Kill strategies were a newish thing, since previous raiding had been a lot less accessible. Class strategies were new, because there were so many new players. I had tons to write about, both from roleplaying and from raiding, and I learned that I loved (and was marginally good at) blogging. I also got a job writing about WoW for an online magazine.

The immersive nature of the game was changing, but I was becoming more immersed.

With the advent of Wrath of the Lich King, I took on a new role – an officer in a raid group – at about the same time as SSH and I bought a new house. Our lives outside the game were changing – no longer transient apartment dwellers, we were truly putting down roots here in Houston. We also put down strong roots with TRI in game, and had a really fantastic run of things. The game really helped me have an outlet when I lost my job again, but I also threw myself into working on the house and gardening and all the various things that come with home ownership.

But people started to notice that things were different in game. Each expansion changed classes, raiding, instancing, armor and gear, leading to higher and higher levels of accessibility. Each expansion added more information into the game, and new websites cropped up as professionally run places to find boss strategies and information. WoWHead took off like wildfire, Bosskillers and TankSpot became regular staples. The game itself became both more sophisticated and more accessible, the classes became more streamlined, talent trees became more focused and made more sense.

For new players, that has been awesome! They can get into things right from the beginning; their game maps give them hints about quests and things are so much more friendly for new players now, especially since Cataclysm released.

But the big change with Cataclysm, at least for me, isn’t related to the game.

Where /I/ am now, and what I need from a game is different. In fact, to some extent, I need to not be gaming. There are Really Big Things going on in my not-game life that I have to square with. I’m older now (in my late 20′s instead of early 20′s) and my personality has gone through some big shifts. I’m no longer using WoW as a way to manage some really big, ugly psychological things – I’m dealing with them for real.

This is not to say that WoW was “bad” as an escape – I couldn’t have done then what I’m doing now. WoW was a necessary way for me to manage and be functional. I’ve grown up enough to be able to get the proper (professional) help I need now, and so my “needs” in game are different.

On top of that, I have a new job that’s both physically and emotionally tiring, especially in the midst of all the other mental stuff I have going on.

Those real life changes have changed me as a writer as well, and I’m no longer really feeling the draw to blog about the game. The new system is linear, and linear systems are more self contained. There are tons of great resources for learning strategies and mechanics, so it makes little sense for me to rehash those. And I’m not playing on the same levels as I was, so RP is a smaller, more spontaneous and less intensive “game” for me as well.

The death of WoW.

(NewGame) is the WoW Killer.

(ThisThing) was better in (ThatOtherVersion).

WoW has been around a long time. With each expansion, the game has always changed. It will continue to change. That change is neither good nor bad – it’s change. I like an immersive rather than a scripted world. That’s me. I’m Anna. I pay $15 a month, and if I don’t like that change, I vote with my credit card.

But we, as gamers and bloggers, have to also realize that WE have changed. We’ve grown older, our lives have changed. Some of us have kids now, or are married (often to other gamers). We have new interests and hobbies, new jobs, new houses in new places. Our reasons for playing have changed.

Both changes are OK. In some cases, the changes to WoW in Cataclysm have made new matches that are like falling in love with the world all over again. In other cases, it’s just not worked out that way. That’s how games work. Old players leave for things that suit them better – many of us might still look for the things that drew us into WoW in the first place (see: Anna likes immersive, only semi-scripted worlds), while others have found that the new, scripted, linear modes are exactly what they wanted and love.

It’s the nature of the better part of a decade to induce change. For those of us to whom WoW was a constant, a release and a way to escape, the changes in game seem really disruptive. But those changes are as much about us as they are about the developer team. In fact, I’d venture to guess that we, as gamers, have changed a lot more over the last six years than the game really has.

WoW does share some of that blame, of course – the developer team has always been interested in new subscribers. This expansion is incredibly focused on newer players and lower levels – which is hard for those of us with 10 level 40+ characters on our preferred server to deal with. But that’s their choice (and I do remember a lot of us saying that some of the old world content really DID need an update…) and I’m sure they’re smart enough to know that with each change they’ll lose as many players as they gain.

I know, though, that what I expect from the game is very different today than it was when I started playing six years ago. I’m still Anna, but I’ve changed quite a bit and am still undergoing a lot of that change.

WoW is still going pretty strong. I expect it will continue to do so as new players continue to fall in love with Azeroth.

If I end up leaving the game, moving on to different things, that’s where I’ll go. And I’m pretty sure it’ll be a huge adventure, just like this one has been.

Video: Time of our Lives

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Just call me… Penguinbane
comment 3 Written by on March 22, 2011 – 8:38 am

penguinbaneMy guild hasn’t shown a ton of interest in the armadillo pet, so I’ve been… uh … helping.
To the tune of around 25K Penguins so far.

As an aside, I’ve been blogging both at Just One Anna and at Seven Deadly Divas a little more than I’m writing here, so if you need your Anna fix but don’t care if it’s WoW Related (though the Divas do talk about gaming!) you can find me there too :)

Elevation

October 24, 2014 – 12:01 pm

Squire Benjamin William Sullivan stood in the middle of Light’s Hope Chapel in his underpants.

Actually, it was white linen pants and a shift, but the effect was approximately the same. The little chapel was warm, on the edge of …

Introducing the Newest Anna

June 29, 2014 – 4:39 pm

So I’m not really in a position where I should be creating alts. This, of course, does nothing to deter me from making alts when the inspiration strikes. I’ve been really enjoying my Alliance hunter, and she’s my raiding main …

Deconstruction

November 19, 2013 – 4:46 pm

Bad things are happening in Stormwind – and beyond.

The Hand of Lothar, they call themselves.

Yva Darrows was their first target.

Tirith and Aely were their second and third.

They have since… expanded their reach and escalated their methods …

Patrol

November 13, 2013 – 9:59 am

The cathedral bells stop ringing overnight, except for chiming the hours. Three bell strikes, and Angoleth padded softly around another corner of the Cathedral District, staying carefully in the shadows. Trained ears picked up Mogget’s soft breathing – nearly inaudible …

Riders in Lordaeron – Memory

November 7, 2013 – 1:33 pm

(Written by Jolly, Tarquin, and Annalea)

The highlands of Lordaeron were not for the faint of heart; be it the putrescence of the Scourge’s long-lingering remnant, or the rock-strewn hills and valleys that made farmers out of only the most …

Riders of Lordaeron – Logistics

September 13, 2013 – 7:11 pm

(With Tarquin and Annalea)

Once more, four people made their way through the thickets and hills of Lordaeron, this time in the crisp chill of late morning, seeking after the Rider. Aelflaed had snatched what sleep she could while Chryste …

Riders of Lordaeron – Problematic

September 11, 2013 – 9:47 am

(With Tarquin)

She hadn’t wanted to leave Jolly – not so soon after finding him again – but once away, it took about five minutes for Aely to figure out she had a problem.

That problem had just announced that …

Riders of Lordaeron: Arrangements

September 9, 2013 – 10:05 am

It was an uneasy goodbye for him, but it was agreed by both he and Aely that a stroll back to Hearthglen would not be very easy to explain, nor would the explanation needed for the three Argent soldiers once …

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