Written by | Posted August 4, 2015 – 12:22 pm The Stink Eye, Part II: You remind me of the babe

An old story, reposted here as I’m shaking the mothballs off Ankona and needed an easy way to show people a little bit about the (batshit) things she gets up to. Enjoy, and don’t be too creeped out! It really was a pretty thing, now that she got a good look at it. The polished […]

Retro Raiding – Ulduar
comment 3 Written by on December 4, 2012 – 9:47 am

Last night we did an Ulduar 25 man run for some transmog gear for our DK tank (and of course, I got 3/4 of a set that I wanted, so I’ll have to go back to finish my own set too). It made me remember just how much I really loved that instance.

For all the things people hated about it – it’s long, some of the fights were really obnoxious, we were working on it for a long time because of how many bosses there were, the legendary caused drama – I still can’t help but really like going back into Ulduar.

I have good memories of that raid. Memories of having a naked fist-fight with Zalbuu to determine which of us got Val’anyr first (I won the fight, but we decided to /roll because paladins are much better at punching things than priests, and he won the roll. I’m fine with that). Memories of fighting Yogg-Saron, of doing the hardmode fights (Firefighter can still fuck off and die, as far as I’m concerned). Our raid was strong, and we had a good group of personalities, and we were clearing the content even on a casual schedule.

In some ways, going back to Ulduar makes me miss 25 man raiding. I don’t miss the clusterfuck that it was to manage the roster and the subs, but I miss getting together with 24 of my closest friends and doing something that felt epic. Naxx and Ulduar and ICC all felt epic. I’ve not felt that way in awhile.

I’m hoping I’ll start to feel that way about the Pandaria instances. I’ve done very few of the heroics, and it’s all been lightning fast gearing runs. We did clear the first boss in Mogu’shan Vaults this week, and that was definitely a challenging fight to perfect the execution on. (We’d have killed the second boss but our raid leader’s afternoon got interrupted by a Basset Hound. For real. Had to quit early.) Even though we got off to a rocky start (2 last minute cancels or no-shows in a 10 man raid is pretty steep), I had a good time. I’m also terrible, but I think some of that is relearning positioning. I got better as the raid progressed, and I’m sure I’ll do better next week.

I want to feel like I’m part of something epic again like that. Even going back with 7 people and clearing Ulduar, you could feel the power of the instance design (and some of the boss fights will still gib you if you’re not careful!). Yogg Saron is still an epic fight, even if it’s not exactly hard anymore.

I’m not sure I can quantify Epic, as a design element, but Ulduar has it. (as did Ahn’Qiraj, Naxxramas, Karazhan, Blackwing Lair, and Icecrown).

I’m holding on to the hope that I’ll connect to Pandaria that way. I’ve enjoyed the questing content quite a lot; I hope the raids can have the same “wow factor” that some of my fond memories have.

And if not, I still need shoulders and gloves from Ulduar, plus a full set of hunter Transmog gear from ICC, so I’ve got some chances to go back and enjoy those places again, with good friends and less stress than the first go through.

Friday Five: House and Home
comment 3 Written by on November 30, 2012 – 8:32 am

Your character has unlimited funds and unlimited space to make their dream abode.

  1. Is it in the city or country? What zone, if you could pick one?
  2. Big or small? What does it look like?
  3. Is it cluttered and crazy or clean and neat?
  4. Do they share it with anyone/anything?
  5. Do they live there all year, or is it a seasonal home?


An Epidemic of RPer Disease
comment Comments Off on An Epidemic of RPer Disease Written by on November 29, 2012 – 8:28 am

I’m here today to talk to you all about a very serious problem I see in the RP community – RPer disease. I don’t know any roleplayer who doesn’t suffer bouts of this infection, and while not exactly contagious it seems to come in waves. It’s a serious problem with potentially epidemic proportions, and something we should all be on the lookout for.

What is RPer Disease?

It’s the disease that makes people say things like “I never RP because I’m not good enough” or “I don’t know why people RP with me, I’m really bad at it” and “I’m a terrible writer, I don’t know why you people put up with my additions to your stories” or worst yet “I really want to RP but I’m afraid I’ll be bad at it so I don’t try.”

RPer disease can infect you in lots of ways. It can show up as straight-up fear, your inner editor, or self-doubt, or a lack of confidence, or getting outside your comfort zone, or being new, or whatever.

There is only one cure for RPer disease, and that’s actually getting out and roleplaying. I know that seems counterproductive, but console yourself knowing that every single roleplayer goes through periods of suffering from this disease.

We all get it. Even the people we think would never feel that way, the people who are so good at roleplay, who craft amazing stories and have great characters and ideas. Even the best roleplayers sometimes feel like that too.

I get over it by not letting the disease ruin my fun. When I feel myself starting to come down with a case of RPer disease, I have to face it head on. Take a deep breath, log in, maybe voice my fears to a sympathetic friend, and then jump headlong into the story.

Your character doesn’t get RPer disease, it’s a disease that infects players. Let your character help you beat it back.

It may never fully go away, but see it for what it is. A pestilence. A plague of self-doubt and fear that does not serve your abilities, nor does it fairly represent what you’re capable of doing. If you find yourself with symptoms, know that, like the common cold, we all suffer from RPer disease, but it’s far from terminal. You can overcome it with creativity, stubbornness, and a good dose of story. You can even enlist some friends to have a pub night – it doesn’t have to be a big elaborate story, just enough to get your brain involved and the creative juices flowing.

Refuse to be put out of commission by RPer disease!

Getting Better At It
comment 5 Written by on November 27, 2012 – 8:20 am

I have come to realize something, over the last bit of running heroics and such for gear and badges.

I kind of suck at being a ret paladin.

There are a lot of reasons for my suckitude, but regardless of how long a break I took, how much the class has changed, and how out of practice I am with being ready to raid, the TL;DR version is still that I’m a baddie. My healer instincts are still pretty good (I catch myself using Flash of Light procs on other people around me), but trying to eke out something resembling a rotation while running after an add and trying not to stand in 12 kinds of bad and keeping behind the boss? I’m terrible, and my DPS numbers show it.

This is, fortunately, not a terminal problem.

I’ve seen myself improve pretty dramatically over the last two weeks, and that’s just through a new addon, a few Sha of Anger raids and a couple of heroics. I didn’t level in the instances, and learning the fights helps a lot, which shouldn’t be that surprising either. But I’m definitely still in the “wait what button?” phase of learning all this.

I was a decent retadin at the end of Wrath, so I know I’m not a hopeless case. Eventually I’ll get back to tweaking my rotation and knowing when to blow wings and when to wait for it. My raid would prefer that to be sooner than later, I’m sure, so now that Thanksgiving is over, I’m putting some extra effort into getting geared up. I’m 4 points of iLevel short of LFR, which will also help. Gear upgrades are still making marked differences in my DPS, in a way that healing didn’t really feel. I guess because DPS is so much more… easily numbered and rankable.

If I’m honest, part of that terrifies me. I know that my raid isn’t made up of the kind of people who will tell me I’m not worth my raid spot because I’m not that good… but I also REALLY don’t want to be THAT GUY, especially after all the help I’ve gotten to get gear so late in the game. So I’m working on it. There’s no shortage of resources on the fights now, so in a lot of ways the learning is much easier than it used to be.

I’m ready to cook feasts of the grill, I’ve got gems and enchants lined up for when I get some not-PVP gear. Now if only I could find some stupid Golden Lotus (my Tiller’s Rep isn’t high enough to farm it yet), I’d even have flasks!


The Stink Eye, Part II: You remind me of the babe

August 4, 2015 – 12:22 pm

An old story, reposted here as I’m shaking the mothballs off Ankona and needed an easy way to show people a little bit about the (batshit) things she gets up to. Enjoy, and don’t be too creeped out!

It really …

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